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Wednesday, January 7, 2009
Raises hands up in surrender
Sometimes, living makes no sound. As the virus creeps up more into my system, I sometimes wish I could just roll over and die. Maaan, i flunked the 2nd math exam, 2nd envisci exam, 1st and 2nd accounting exam, 1st theo exam, 2nd econ exam. How worse can it get? All that time studying and sweating and still...... Hahaha. Gusto ko na talaga magshift. Advertising? Bus. Management? Architecture? MedTech? Pero hindi nagrereply si mama. Galit pa rin e. Kung alam niya lang feeling ko. :(( Mawawala kasi scholarship ko pag nagshift ako. Pero hindi na talaga ako masaya e. Hindi ko na kaya. Inggit ako dun sa mga nag-drop na. Yung balance ko nga sa tuition hindi ko pa binabayad e. Kasi umaasa ako na papayagan ako ni mama. :(( Pero ang plano ko, tatapusin ko first year. Tiyaga tiyaga muna kahit butaw theo na feeling major, patrabaho envi sci, malapit na ako ma-FA sa econ, bagsak na ako sa math, at wala pa akong pinapasa sa accounting. Tiis muna. :| Basta, pag na debar ako, hindi ko na tutuloy sa bsma.Cheap dun. Sana maintindihan ako ng magulang ko. Kasalanan ko nga naman at eto pinili ko. Mag-aapply na lang ako kung sakali ng scholarship ulit. Haaaaaay. Anyway, I want you to post anything in reply to this entry. Anything. A secret, confession, advice, opinion, critique, o ano sa tingin mo dapat kong gawin sa buhay ko ngayon. Paano ko pipilitin sarili ko na pumasok at mag-aral at magtiyaga lang muna dahil patapos naman na rin unang taon kahit ayaw ko na? At kung bagsak saang course ako lilipat? At kung palaring pumasa, itutuloy pa ba para hindi mabuljak ng magulang kahit ayaw na ayaw ko na? 11:01 PM
Wednesday, January 7, 2009
Raises hands up in surrender Sometimes, living makes no sound. As the virus creeps up more into my system, I sometimes wish I could just roll over and die. Maaan, i flunked the 2nd math exam, 2nd envisci exam, 1st and 2nd accounting exam, 1st theo exam, 2nd econ exam. How worse can it get? All that time studying and sweating and still...... Hahaha. Gusto ko na talaga magshift. Advertising? Bus. Management? Architecture? MedTech? Pero hindi nagrereply si mama. Galit pa rin e. Kung alam niya lang feeling ko. :(( Mawawala kasi scholarship ko pag nagshift ako. Pero hindi na talaga ako masaya e. Hindi ko na kaya. Inggit ako dun sa mga nag-drop na. Yung balance ko nga sa tuition hindi ko pa binabayad e. Kasi umaasa ako na papayagan ako ni mama. :(( Pero ang plano ko, tatapusin ko first year. Tiyaga tiyaga muna kahit butaw theo na feeling major, patrabaho envi sci, malapit na ako ma-FA sa econ, bagsak na ako sa math, at wala pa akong pinapasa sa accounting. Tiis muna. :| Basta, pag na debar ako, hindi ko na tutuloy sa bsma.Cheap dun. Sana maintindihan ako ng magulang ko. Kasalanan ko nga naman at eto pinili ko. Mag-aapply na lang ako kung sakali ng scholarship ulit. Haaaaaay. Anyway, I want you to post anything in reply to this entry. Anything. A secret, confession, advice, opinion, critique, o ano sa tingin mo dapat kong gawin sa buhay ko ngayon. Paano ko pipilitin sarili ko na pumasok at mag-aral at magtiyaga lang muna dahil patapos naman na rin unang taon kahit ayaw ko na? At kung bagsak saang course ako lilipat? At kung palaring pumasa, itutuloy pa ba para hindi mabuljak ng magulang kahit ayaw na ayaw ko na?
The Drama Provider.
Hi, I'm Clyde.
I am the girl who runs away.
032392. Too old and too young for 17.
School:
St. Joseph's College, Quezon City (1999)
St. William's School, Zambales (1999-2004)
Regional Science High School, Olongapo City (2004-2008)
University of Sto. Thomas, Sampaloc, Manila (Present)
Interest:
procrastination, bet, dl, iPOD, one tree hill, gossip girl, blogspot, multiply, facebook, bonding sessions, daydreaming, flirting, friends, hanging out, intellectual conversations, long walks, lyrics, old friends, platonic relationships, poetry, ranting and raving, road trips, starbucks coffee, talking on the phone, trust, frustration, photography, photoshop, moon, psychology, color, chocolate, globe unlitext, being alone, philippines.
She's got her jaws locked now in a smile.
Yyoouukknnooww, it's not easy being lost in space when you're trying to find your place in the universe.
So, with broken wings, I am trying to soar once more, doing my greatest artwork:
my life is my art and my art is my life.
ngunit, ang proseso ang importante...
Sabay ka ba sa akin? Steady lang tayo, kasi boring ang buhay. :*
I've got a secret fascination.
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