Life is really simple, but we insist on making it complicated.
Confucius

Mistakes are the usual bridge between inexperience and wisdom.
Phyllis Thoroux, Night Lights

I’ve said it before. And I’ll say it again. I H A T E my course. 
Flunked my first accounting departmental exam. T.T
I’m still trying to get back on my feet. It may not seem like much of a big deal but maaaaan. I dunno :/
As much as I try to focus my attention on my studies, I find myself so preoocupied with something else. Like now, I’m supposed to be studying for my envisci exam. But what the heck am I doing here?
I’m trying to rearrange myself. My thoughts. My unsettled mind. My unbalanced life. But I do not know where and how to start.
Hindi lang naman sa dahil binagsak ko exam ko kanina, pero ewan… parang gusto ko na mag suicide.
I thought I was good enough. I thought I was nice enough. Been there, done that. And as always, I was wrong.
It wasn’t easy you know. My life is very frustrating.
I always worry about myself and everything. Now I realized I have taken for granted thousands of small things that each of us needed. The small stuff that we never really thought existed until we needed them.
Like most people, I just want to be happy, all the while trying to carry the load of my shoulders, and whatever life tries to throw upon me. The every day and practical stuff that we had to go through, and even the small stuff can kick us out of balance.

A happy life. Can it really be achieved?
I want to try something new. I want to shift to a new course but I guess my parents won’t let me. I want to have some space, some peace and quiet. To live a life as it should be, on my own.
Hmmm. I think the best thing I can do now is prepare for the worst and hope for the best.
And yeah, pray a lot.

Labels: college, life, personal

Life is really simple, but we insist on making it complicated.
Confucius

Mistakes are the usual bridge between inexperience and wisdom.
Phyllis Thoroux, Night Lights

I’ve said it before. And I’ll say it again. I H A T E my course. 
Flunked my first accounting departmental exam. T.T
I’m still trying to get back on my feet. It may not seem like much of a big deal but maaaaan. I dunno :/
As much as I try to focus my attention on my studies, I find myself so preoocupied with something else. Like now, I’m supposed to be studying for my envisci exam. But what the heck am I doing here?
I’m trying to rearrange myself. My thoughts. My unsettled mind. My unbalanced life. But I do not know where and how to start.
Hindi lang naman sa dahil binagsak ko exam ko kanina, pero ewan… parang gusto ko na mag suicide.
I thought I was good enough. I thought I was nice enough. Been there, done that. And as always, I was wrong.
It wasn’t easy you know. My life is very frustrating.
I always worry about myself and everything. Now I realized I have taken for granted thousands of small things that each of us needed. The small stuff that we never really thought existed until we needed them.
Like most people, I just want to be happy, all the while trying to carry the load of my shoulders, and whatever life tries to throw upon me. The every day and practical stuff that we had to go through, and even the small stuff can kick us out of balance.

A happy life. Can it really be achieved?
I want to try something new. I want to shift to a new course but I guess my parents won’t let me. I want to have some space, some peace and quiet. To live a life as it should be, on my own.
Hmmm. I think the best thing I can do now is prepare for the worst and hope for the best.
And yeah, pray a lot.

Labels: college, life, personal