Ever get the feeling that you can hardly breathe? suffocating?
yeah, that's exactly how i feel right now. i dunno.
maybe because i'm tired of my course?

two months back, i remember totally bitching about my course to my mum, to anyone and everyone who would care to listen. simply because i think that there's no future for me there.
i cut classes and go lakwatsa lang. pero kahit ganun, i have indeed been lucky. sbi nila paburger daw kasi candidate pa para sa dean's list. hahaha. well, di ko sinasadya yun. juk
lang.

but you know what, at this point, i still haven't figured out if this is what i really want to do.
i want to grow. because i don't think i've bitten off more than i chew.
second sem na. pero nagcut nanaman ako. :(
ang labo. sometimes naman i think that my course is nice naman and the job i might have is good for me.
well, i guess im just afraid of the long hours, days, months and years of studying that i'll have to put up with.
there will still be a lot of getting used to and I can only hope that I'll able to adjust to it well.

tadtad nanaman ng exam next week. tapos di pa ako makakanuod kaagad ng twilight kasi departmental ko sa accounting kinabukasan.

gusto ko magaral simula bukas. pero nakakatamad.

i'll surely get a crappy grades this sem dahil sa ugali kong pag cut at katamaran but nonetheless my gut tells me its a good move to change my attitude now.
i only hope that my stomach and my brain cells can hold me together.
yesss maaaaan. i love studying. bwahahaha
and now i've come to accept that I can either get what I want or die trying.

Its now or never.

Anyway there. I'm tired na so i'll stop blogging. Came from my schoool, and gonna get ready for justin and kamil's birthday parteeeey.

things to do: (weekends)

econ: study chapter 1 and 2 (quiz on monday)
envi sci: study chapter 1 and 2 (quiz on monday) , print lectures, plan for the documentary film
theo: read pages 1 to 12, (recitation on monday)
filipino: look for tagalog articles about the economy, study (quiz on monday)
math: answer all the remaining exercises, study (quiz on friday)
accounting: answer chapter 2 and 3, read chapter 4, STUDY CHAPTER 1 AND 2! DEPARTMENTAL EXAM ON THURSDAY!!
psychology: read chapters 1 to 3 (recitation on tuesday) , answer questions about the film, study chapters1 to 3 (quiz on thursday)
english: answer all the exercises, topic for my paper.


Party muna sa taft bago yan. Wahahaha.

Ever get the feeling that you can hardly breathe? suffocating?
yeah, that's exactly how i feel right now. i dunno.
maybe because i'm tired of my course?

two months back, i remember totally bitching about my course to my mum, to anyone and everyone who would care to listen. simply because i think that there's no future for me there.
i cut classes and go lakwatsa lang. pero kahit ganun, i have indeed been lucky. sbi nila paburger daw kasi candidate pa para sa dean's list. hahaha. well, di ko sinasadya yun. juk
lang.

but you know what, at this point, i still haven't figured out if this is what i really want to do.
i want to grow. because i don't think i've bitten off more than i chew.
second sem na. pero nagcut nanaman ako. :(
ang labo. sometimes naman i think that my course is nice naman and the job i might have is good for me.
well, i guess im just afraid of the long hours, days, months and years of studying that i'll have to put up with.
there will still be a lot of getting used to and I can only hope that I'll able to adjust to it well.

tadtad nanaman ng exam next week. tapos di pa ako makakanuod kaagad ng twilight kasi departmental ko sa accounting kinabukasan.

gusto ko magaral simula bukas. pero nakakatamad.

i'll surely get a crappy grades this sem dahil sa ugali kong pag cut at katamaran but nonetheless my gut tells me its a good move to change my attitude now.
i only hope that my stomach and my brain cells can hold me together.
yesss maaaaan. i love studying. bwahahaha
and now i've come to accept that I can either get what I want or die trying.

Its now or never.

Anyway there. I'm tired na so i'll stop blogging. Came from my schoool, and gonna get ready for justin and kamil's birthday parteeeey.

things to do: (weekends)

econ: study chapter 1 and 2 (quiz on monday)
envi sci: study chapter 1 and 2 (quiz on monday) , print lectures, plan for the documentary film
theo: read pages 1 to 12, (recitation on monday)
filipino: look for tagalog articles about the economy, study (quiz on monday)
math: answer all the remaining exercises, study (quiz on friday)
accounting: answer chapter 2 and 3, read chapter 4, STUDY CHAPTER 1 AND 2! DEPARTMENTAL EXAM ON THURSDAY!!
psychology: read chapters 1 to 3 (recitation on tuesday) , answer questions about the film, study chapters1 to 3 (quiz on thursday)
english: answer all the exercises, topic for my paper.


Party muna sa taft bago yan. Wahahaha.