Thursday, June 5, 2008
time to grow up
Full up.
Like a swimmer bursting to the surface, the sun has come out in my life. I have got back in control and back on top of my emotions, my family and myself. I am just, frankly, so effin content at the moment.
So the past days have been horrible; a time to forget, and move on away from. I have been so down, but down without fully realizing what has been happening to me. My concentration is shot to pieces, any work takes me hours and I never seem to finish, not to mention Im so pressured. I feel in a vortex of confusion, tiredness and apathy, and I have no idea why.
But finally, the clouds are lifting. At last my mood seems to be climbing up again having been really low over the past days or so. It now appears to be settling in and staying.
I know my confusion and depression could always come back. But until it does, I am going to get out there, create the things I have always wanted and start putting my dreams into action, right now, right here, today.
So, you see, my life is full and brimming. Time to grow up.
PS. To ate Kuristeen, Thank you so much for all your notes. Mwaaa.
11:59 PM