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Monday, May 26, 2008
Pride.
Yeah, needless to say, I had to put up with it.
Hindi ko maintindihan kung bakit ganon ang treatment ng ibang tao sa akin. Oo, kanina, hinayaan ko na kayong magsalita, pero tatanggapin ko sana, kaso wala yung inaasahan ko. Hindi nga naman maiiwasan ang judgement sa isang tao dahil walang perpekto. Pero bakit ganon.?
I hope you're fully aware in how I'm feeling. Pero minsan, just confronting the things I avoid and fixing the problem is a good solution. Pero ulit, sa situation kong ito... it's better if I just backoff... Because it's just hard for me to handle... Life sucks you know..Puro nalang ako tanggap ng tanggap. Minsan, nahihirapan na ako. Alam niyo yun, it's hard to cope up with acceptance. Pero ngayon, ako nanaman yung sinasabihan na tumigil. Oo na.
People are such turds ano. And I hate the way they pretend and pretend. Haaaay. They should not complicate things na sana e. They should not complicate things na, thinking that it could turn out for something better but really it meant something else... And to make it clear, I am not saying that I am higher than any of them... But please, minsan tanggapin niyo yung mistakes niyo.... Hindi sa lahat ng oras tama kayo..
Haaay. Alam kong bitter na ako masyado. At hindi ko masisisi sarili ko dahil nasasaktan talaga ako. T.T
Kaya siguro aantayin ko yung inaasahan ko, tatanggapin ko naman yun e. Pero may aasahan pa ba ako?
So yeah, sa sino mang nakabangga ko, minsan hindi talaga ganon kadali magpatawad. Alam niyo yun, mahirap na ngang kalimutan yung ginawa niyo sa akin.. mas lalong mahirap yung tanggapin lahat ng yun... kaya mahihirapan akong magpatawad ng ganon ganon na lang... Sa ngayon, hindi ko lulunukin ang pride ko. Haha. Masaklap pa nga, ako palagi yung lumalabas na mali. Yun yun e. Bastusin niyo man ako, sabihan ng kung ano.. Bahala na kayo...
Salamat nlng sa mga kaibigan kong nagtatanggol. Tska dun sa isang mokong, wala ako masabi... Salamat lang...
May pagkakataon lahat ng tao na magbago... Ponder on those words... 12:25 AM
Monday, May 26, 2008
Pride. Yeah, needless to say, I had to put up with it.
Hindi ko maintindihan kung bakit ganon ang treatment ng ibang tao sa akin. Oo, kanina, hinayaan ko na kayong magsalita, pero tatanggapin ko sana, kaso wala yung inaasahan ko. Hindi nga naman maiiwasan ang judgement sa isang tao dahil walang perpekto. Pero bakit ganon.?
I hope you're fully aware in how I'm feeling. Pero minsan, just confronting the things I avoid and fixing the problem is a good solution. Pero ulit, sa situation kong ito... it's better if I just backoff... Because it's just hard for me to handle... Life sucks you know..Puro nalang ako tanggap ng tanggap. Minsan, nahihirapan na ako. Alam niyo yun, it's hard to cope up with acceptance. Pero ngayon, ako nanaman yung sinasabihan na tumigil. Oo na.
People are such turds ano. And I hate the way they pretend and pretend. Haaaay. They should not complicate things na sana e. They should not complicate things na, thinking that it could turn out for something better but really it meant something else... And to make it clear, I am not saying that I am higher than any of them... But please, minsan tanggapin niyo yung mistakes niyo.... Hindi sa lahat ng oras tama kayo..
Haaay. Alam kong bitter na ako masyado. At hindi ko masisisi sarili ko dahil nasasaktan talaga ako. T.T
Kaya siguro aantayin ko yung inaasahan ko, tatanggapin ko naman yun e. Pero may aasahan pa ba ako?
So yeah, sa sino mang nakabangga ko, minsan hindi talaga ganon kadali magpatawad. Alam niyo yun, mahirap na ngang kalimutan yung ginawa niyo sa akin.. mas lalong mahirap yung tanggapin lahat ng yun... kaya mahihirapan akong magpatawad ng ganon ganon na lang... Sa ngayon, hindi ko lulunukin ang pride ko. Haha. Masaklap pa nga, ako palagi yung lumalabas na mali. Yun yun e. Bastusin niyo man ako, sabihan ng kung ano.. Bahala na kayo...
Salamat nlng sa mga kaibigan kong nagtatanggol. Tska dun sa isang mokong, wala ako masabi... Salamat lang...
May pagkakataon lahat ng tao na magbago... Ponder on those words...
The Drama Provider.
Hi, I'm Clyde.
I am the girl who runs away.
032392. Too old and too young for 17.
School:
St. Joseph's College, Quezon City (1999)
St. William's School, Zambales (1999-2004)
Regional Science High School, Olongapo City (2004-2008)
University of Sto. Thomas, Sampaloc, Manila (Present)
Interest:
procrastination, bet, dl, iPOD, one tree hill, gossip girl, blogspot, multiply, facebook, bonding sessions, daydreaming, flirting, friends, hanging out, intellectual conversations, long walks, lyrics, old friends, platonic relationships, poetry, ranting and raving, road trips, starbucks coffee, talking on the phone, trust, frustration, photography, photoshop, moon, psychology, color, chocolate, globe unlitext, being alone, philippines.
She's got her jaws locked now in a smile.
Yyoouukknnooww, it's not easy being lost in space when you're trying to find your place in the universe.
So, with broken wings, I am trying to soar once more, doing my greatest artwork:
my life is my art and my art is my life.
ngunit, ang proseso ang importante...
Sabay ka ba sa akin? Steady lang tayo, kasi boring ang buhay. :*
I've got a secret fascination.
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